I can not muster up a email to you. Even to send it blank with the subject line to be Nov 12 appt. or just say STRUGGLING. I am so emotionally all over the place between my kids and therapy. The one place I was suppose to go to talk about kids. And its gone! My mind is swirling with everything that I think and i talk myself out of something and right back into it. I dread NOV 12 and look forward to it. I am not sure what I will say. Partly think I will beable to muster up a summary and then also think that i will just cry. and on the scale of ending therapy., a minus 5 and yet I think 10.