wow i finally told my best friend. she guessed it and i said yes.
i was shaking and crying for about an hour after i told her and then i cried a little later. although it may seem scary, it was but now i feel so much better. im going to school now hopefully it wont be awkward when i see her. hopefully she can help me.

if any one out there is trying to tell someone, just do it, i was scared to for a long time but now i feel great.