I saw my psychiatrist. I wrote my psychedelic trauma before I saw him and read it out to him. He said it's very disturbing - Because it is.

He's going to write instructions for my doctor to put me on "Invega Trinza" - So I'll be getting that injection every 9 weeks.

I told him that the olanzepine is a life saver for me and he was surprised that it helps with dissociative panic attacks.

I told him that I asked my doctor for 10mg Dexedrine tablets and he gave me two weeks of 5mg tablets so my psychiatrist thinks that my doctor is responsible enough to deal with the stimulant doses.

So far things are good. I read a chapter of the book I'm reading before the appointment - Not sure what to do now but I'll sit in the living room.. Hopefully no panic attack this evening =]