nothing is wrong with you and i am sorry it seems like no one cares and like life sucks it is horrible when you take the time to look at it many people get hurt by others one way or another i could not hurt any one there is a saying ( forgive and forget ) if only people actually did tht we would be better off its sad you feel so crumby lately i hope you get better it seems like your a pretty nice person who has been given the wrong end of the shaft