I don't understand why I keep doing this to myself. I need to stop reading the news. There are articles that say we may need repeated lockdowns in 2021....it feels like life will never resume any semblance of normality for ages. I don't doubt you will eventually see more family and friends...but clients? Probably not. I'm your job, nothing more. You have no incentive to get me back into the room. Today, I hate you a little bit. You shouldn't have this much power over me....I care too much about this and it hurts.