My mom thinks I’m ok for the most part. Therapist is seeing a completely different side. I’m not ok. I just don’t want my mom to worry. I’ve decided to just take the new anti depressant, avoid emailing T and see how I feel next week after I’ve cooled down and have had the med in my system for awhile. I do think what I was feeling today was physical as well. The pain is still there. I took an Advil and it made a difference.