In 2010, their father was deported. On his way of making it back to the US, he was almost killed, where he was in and out of a coma. He made it back to the US. In 2016 he was deported again. This time, we have not heard from him since 2016.

For the last couple of weeks, I've been dreaming of him.

In 2017, I had a very brief dream where there was the shadow of a man telling me that he was dead. That was it. A couple of hours later, I run into his girlfriend, who also has two children by him, and she tells me just that: that he was dead.

The only reason it bothers me so much, is because we haven't gotten closure. Although, I "should" accept it, I can't or don't want to. And with him in my dreams, it is making this a lot harder all over again.

He might be telling me something?