I keep ending up using my old ED behaviors again.
I don't know why I want to lose weight so badly. I'm 147 lbs. I've lost 15lbs on Metformin, I should be satisfied. But old habits keep coming back. Somewhere in my head I think I have to weigh a lot less to be happy.
Anyway, I started posting in the What are you eating? thread again to hold myself accountable. I don't want my eating disorder to come back.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type