I feel like a garbage individual for not being able to make up my mind about things. It sucks not being able to make a decision. I know what my decision is. But I think my parents just keep influencing me back towards my old psychiatrist, who is a bad fit for me. They keep convincing me I ought to keep seeing him. I don't understand why I can't employ my own autonomy here. I don't have a job or anything and am living off my parents' dime, but hey, news for them, but I can still assert myself about stuff. Dang.