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I'm clingy and very love-y love-y but also intensely worried that it won't work or the person doesn't actually love me. If I'm rejected, I'm basically devastated, (I actually tried to kill myself after a rejection. I'm not sure if it was because of it itself or my interpretation.) feel like a failure and don't like that person very much anymore for awhile. I also divulge a lot of personal stuff in the beginning. There was one time where I admitted to a girl I was madly in love with her and she wanted to be friends only. I was obsessed about it and developed a very intense relationship that caused her much grief I believe and caused me pain that she wouldn't be with me. My love life is a mess...

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Phil, you claim to be 14. What you describe above isn't necessarily borderline-- it's.... 14. As far as trying to commit suicide after a rejection-- was it solely the rejection as a reason for your attempt or were there other contributors?

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I don't know the exact reasons behind the attempt but I think it mainly had to do with my reaction to the rejection. As far as being 14, yes I know that is not borderline yet. Whatever you want to call it, it seems like I have some traits of that personality. Can you not have some traits at fourteen or is that so inconceivable?

I will hopefully have good luck in my research. i don't expect to turn many heads or sway people but at least I have a clearer understanding of what it is so like that if it develops into full blown borderline personality disorder which it might or might not, at least I'll have some idea of some of my personality traits...