Lately I’ve only been able to talk to my mom. Although lately I’ve been texting her about more in depth stuff. Therapy sessions have gotten very hard for me because I just can’t communicate very well with her anymore. I used to be able to talk great with her. Now most of the time I’ll end up saying “I don’t know, or “I guess.” Then later in email I’ll tell her what I was really feeling and thinking. I’ve also been completely ignoring other family members when they come over.

But I can text and email very well. I know what I’m feeling and thinking and most of the time I know why. It just seems like I’m losing the ability to speak. It almost feels like it’s a physical issue. And it’s a bit terrifying to me.

Could this be some type of neurological thing or maybe a conversion disorder type thing? I don’t know what to do.