Pink. . .

What's happening is the downward cycle. You know this. You've had a major disappointment, there's no end in sight, and you're staring down the barrel of gearing up for more responsibilities without being helped.

CALL HIM. Tell him you need help NOW. Don't wait till tomorrow how. . .and don't hold it together and be all professional when you talk to these people. Tell them you're at the "jumping off the bridge" point if they don't help you.

The spending.. .the anger. . .all of that adds up to a manic episode.

Please sweetie. . .call him. Call me, and I"ll call him. Call me and yell at me. I don't really care, just get in touch with someone who can help you.

I'm worried about you hon. . .