I took phenibut and d-amph to stay awake last night and listen to music. I had a good time finding new songs.

I went to bed at 5am and woke up at 6pm - It's 7:30pm now.

I spent a bit in the dark on Discord with a nightlight on. The whole house dark. No one is home. I feel alone.

My sister is gone to the city and my mom drove to manage the second hotel an hour away.

I feel depressed. I should read. I wonder if I should stay awake for 24 hours and then sleep and show up for work at 9am on Saturday or I should sleep tonight.

I'm doing reasonably ok. I wish I had friends IRL.