You see this (above quote), this is actually very powerful evidence - proof - that you're quite mistaken in believing there's nothing good about yourself @Whereto52. I can see that you've gone ahead and wished the best for someone else, even in the midst of your own very difficult inner struggles. I have to call a spade a spade in this instance and say you're a nice person. There is plenty good on you! It's beauty. Please acknowledge it to yourself Whereto52, as it will help in making that self-burden a bit lighter. Will you do that for me, please? Thank you, friend.