Today is a very weird day emotionally. I'm very anxiety ridden.... so much so that I had to take TWO anti-anxiety pills.. and I am grieving the end of my marriage. I am on edge about job opportunities, and on edge about my job search. I've called the abuse hotline twice already today and may call them a third time today. I am also peri-menopausal - my last period has been TWELVE days long so far. I may be hormonal too right now. I'm having trouble with managing my haywire emotions.

I am a freaking mess.