I'm sorry you're going through that 12AM. I always have a torturous time during PMS too and often wonder if I have PMDD. It sucks going through it every month, I hope you find some relief somehow.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type