A lot of planning too.. Constant planning.

My doctor says that I should do less planning and just DO.. Cuz I basically "end up planning for planning the next day".

Poor executive functioning...

I don't know if the way I am now is better or not than how I used to be (Sleeping/drugs/chatting) because of all the criticism saying that I'm not living properly.

Cuz everyone had this time to figure out the world and have self awareness in high school. I just had anhedonia/depression/social avoidance.

And I had to do a lot of chores in isolation and work in a mechanics shop.