I don’t feel terrible today but my anxiety is there. My barthlin (sorry tmi) came back last night. I went to bed at 4:30. Woke up at 9:30 and it was there and very painful. I think my jog yesterday had something to do with it. That’s the only thing really I can think of. I’m trying not to panic but when I got it removed the last time in the summer I had never been in such pain before from the procedure in the ER. So I’m just hoping to make it through the weekend so I can get to my regular gynecologist on Monday and not have to make an ER trip. Maybe it will even go away on its own. Although when I went to the ER in the summer I HAD to go and it was a legit emergency. But yeah I’m just hoping to make it through. But god am I dreading going into a gynecologist office. Not to mention the pain of getting it removed again. Plus I read somewhere during the summer that if these things keep returning they may have to remove some stuff. Like glands or something.