I'm just sitting and contemplating.

I will take the time that I need.. To constantly contemplate.. forever..

Edit: I'm sure I'm ok surely the benzo kicked in if not when my mom comes home she'll know.. First you have to admit to yourself that you're panicking.. I don't know anything so what does it matter..

Edit: Everything is too connected. I hear a voice from my sister's TV. Example: "Almost 7lbs!" - And my mind lights up.. Anything..

Edit: Like I really dgaf about anything.. But I care too much.. That's it of all these things.