I have to cut ties 100%. I love his family and I appreciate them including me in holidays, but I’m not his girlfriend and I’m not going to hang around like I’m ok with being his “friend”. It’s not going to work. All I’m going to do is keep allowing myself to get hurt. I don’t even blame him (even though I think he manipulated me and took advantage) I blame myself. The first time I saw him acting that way with females, I should have quietly left and not said one word to him instead of getting all emotional and made myself look really bad and unstable. I kept asking him to talk alone and he kept refusing. I shouldn’t have made a big deal, but he’s a real jerk too for not giving a crap about my feelings. I take responsibility for being too pushy, but I’m not ashamed of how I feel. He just doesn’t care about me like he says. He likes me to strike his ego, and he was feeling himself because he has been working out so now he’s gods gift in his mind. I left my stuff at his house but it can wait a few days. I’ll drop by his house in a few days in the morning before he leaves the house and get my things. I’m sick of this happening over and over. I keep smoothing things over even after he hurts me (intentional or not) and I’m really not sending him a good message by allowing the hurt and disrespect to continue.