Still having anxiety dreams. I was in college. A math class and I couldn’t figure out the problems. There was a work book with these foreign word problems. Yet somehow I was the teachers pet and he made models to demonstrate. I had to assemble a working prototype and started the college on fire. Then I was paddling down a very smooth river with rice paddies on either side. I came apron a bridge, an old lady was tossing bright orange flippers into the water preparing to jump in after them. Then I was in a huge lake, still placid but someone was watching me to see that I paddled correctly. I was scared that the inflatable thing I was on was going to shoot out from under me and dump me in the water. I started to realize that I was paddling towards a small village on the lake. But then suddenly I was paddling downtown Portland and many cars and a train were bearing down on me. I paddled ferociously and made it to the other side, ....then I woke up. Weird but vivid dreams
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