I want to text you so much. Its been such an emotional roller coaster with this, and of course no recent update on where the credentials are in the process, nor with any other service i need from the VA. My days been in hospital with covid pneumonia. He hopefully will be released tomorrow or latest tuesday. I am still feeling the same regarding therapy....more so on the we need together sooner than later.. i miss you so very much. So tempted to send a very long email to recap everything over the past 30 days. Nov 12 i am nervous about seeing you and yet looking forward to it. Strange. Think i am deeply in the mindset right now. So dearly miss you. And yet i dont want to let you know either.