Thanks Mary Alice... and others I haven't responded to. I really tried posting yesterday... but it failed miserably!

I am trying hard to focus on myself, but that's the hardest thing of all to do. I used to be focused, goal-oriented... driven. There used to be a lot of motivation in my life to move on. Now... I just don't see it, I just don't have it in me. My life has changed drastically in a very short period of time, and my head and heart just cannot catch up to all that's happened.. it isn't processing.