Mother weird but cool dream. I was running away from a hospital was on a bus and got off at twighlight. I was by a zoo. In front of a large municipal building that had a bowling ally that was closed and dark. There were low lights along a carpeted hallway that lead to a bar with only a few people in it. I asked the waitress for help. How did I get to downtown mnpls? She wrote three bus numbers down, I remember 197, was one of them. She said she didn’t ride busses any more but that was a limited stop buss. All I had on me was credit cards and debt cards. I asked if the busses took them, if I needed money, how much. She didn’t know. I went outside to the bus stop and there was a few people and a small bus came but it was the wrong number, and before I could go ask the driver my questions he took off. Another buss pulled up but I couldn’t see the number, I walked along the side and could see no doors just fiberglass sides, I realized it was a private party bus. Then a gas an pulled up, yes a gas can. And told me to keep looking. I realized I’d lost my jacket and in the pocket was my diary, covered in wild strawberries on a blue background. I found my jacket and returned in time to see the right bus pull away. I got on the next buss but it went into the dark undesirable part of the city. It was dark and everything was boarded over.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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