My wife was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Type 1 Disorder with Psychotic Features. She became completely delusional. She thought that I was friends with Donald Trump and got him to send federal agents to find her so that I could put a microchip in her brain to control her mind. She ended up in the psychiatric ward and got diagnosed, and she has been released. But she still doesn't trust me.

She also had a manic depressive episode after giving birth to our son. It lasted his entire first year, and I think she experienced some kind of delusion that made her not trust me. Even after she recovered, I think her rational mind knew that I was a good husband and good father, but there was always something there that caused her not to trust me.

So my question is this....after you have experienced a delusion, especially one that involves someone close to you that you believe may be harming you in some way, after you recover do you realize that it is not real? Do you still hold a grudge against the person that you felt was harming you, or do you realize that it was your imagination and that the person has not done anything to you?