I wrote a letter that I might say to my doctor tomorrow (I edited it in my previous post here).

My mom didn't want me to smoke weed but doesn't want to argue so I said if it causes me to feel bad, I'll stop.

Now after seeing the game on the xbox, I feel scared that I'm not prioritizing or planning.

I told my mom that I feel a bit worthless because of what the people said on the video chat - That was like a year ago.. But it makes me think that most people are toxic like them.. So idk..