I was really vocal during this session. Almost loud. She said I haven’t been this vocal in a long time. I just went on about how I felt the new medicine was making me angry. She was trying to counteract that. Then I admitted that the anniversary of my grandmas death which was yesterday, and my the anniversary of my dads death on the 29th may subconsciously be getting to me. Plus I was in physical pain as well from the doctors today. But it almost seemed like she was trying to get me going. Like she was pushing me to anger. Not for a malicious reason I don’t think but to just really push me to say what I was really feeling. Which she did kinda admit when we were almost finished with the session. I asked if it went well and she said it did and she said she knows she’s been pushing me a lot but because she thinks I’m ready to so I’ll be ready for my move. We talked about books for the last 5 minutes. Then right before the session ended she said she’d let me know what the week of Thanksgiving looked like or if I wanted a break from her pushing me. I feel good but I honestly sometimes think she’s a psychopath.