Dinner wasn't much and I'm hungry again. I shouldn't have eaten the bread. My hand tremors are getting worse, and it's really depressing me. First the middle finger of the left hand, then the whole left hand, and now, fingers on my right [emoji113]. I've been feeling guilty today, feeling like a lazy bum when the cleaners were here, wondering what makes a difference now, why am I not on a cleaning crew instead of lying in bed at 2pm.