1. on and off since I was 6 years old....so...27 years
2. Too many reasons. I am really messed up! LOL
3. Origins are chemicals in my brain...jacked up...AND abuse from many sources in many ways.
4. This time it has been working for me because *I* want it to work now...never did before...never cared before, but now I do.
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open." 
Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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