Today is 9 years I've been seeing L. I just got out my boxes of therapy/dream notebooks and found the very first one, begun on 11/10/11, and the only note for that day is "First session". I didn't write anything again until the morning of 11/12/11 when I recorded a dream for the very first time. On 11/22/11, I wrote in it an essay entitled "What crazy means to me". I'd completely forgotten about that. Strangely though, that first recorded dream, reading it, feels like I just had it last night!! I guess our dreams stay with us. I'll probably read this whole notebook tonight. Or maybe I'll wait and bring it with me to therapy tomorrow and go through it with L. That will be interesting.