I feel like I've been posting negatives here, so something positive! September was a very difficult month for L and I. Today's session was wonderful! We talked about our career path/goals and about how she holds me in mind. It was so connecting. I truly feel happy and loved right now. It was cool finding out how she got into therapy and why she chose a PhD. And it was nice getting to share with her that part of my life. And then to know that she holds me in mind even outside our session...I know that our relationship is real. I feel so at peace internally right now. It's a much needed break.