So recently ,i've come to the realisation that nobody ever truly cared for me (except one person which then betrayed me after a while) and i've been wondering ,how can this affect me ,and maybe my inner child ?
And before anyone says , no ,my parents don't/didn't love me .The only reason they've made me is so that they have somebody to carry their name on and because of their beliefs ,not out of love and i thought about this for the past 5 years(im 19 now) ,it hurts knowing not even the people who are supposed to love you don't.I feel like a stranger in this vast world ,i feel lost(which is normal) and yesterday i had a hard day and i feel like i lost a part of myself.