It's 3am. I felt good but sad at the same time. Then I realize that if I'm mindful and don't take life so seriously, I feel so content. All I want to feel is content.

I think I'll be applying this sort of philosophy to my life - And as I said, a big change will happen in my life I believe.

Staying up until the AM's always gives me Nirvana - No one would believe me though.. Just like that time I thought I figured out the meaning to the universe and I thought that no one would believe me. The deepest fundamental secret that you need to know is that, - "For every outside, there is an inside"..

Anyways Imma sleep. I will lift you all up in your deepest miseries!.. No. I can't do that.. But I'm here for you all with the power of the Gods (If you believe in them).. Satan helps to make things fun sometimes so remember that..

Gnight =] Tomorrow for you all may be good or bad - But remember, the bad days prepare you for good days...

And I can't believe how much my symptoms are basically non-existent.. Even the negative symptoms. Soon enough I'll be in a bad state. But that's ok..

Everything is ok... Don't be scared.. Reality is creepy and scary but the fear is all in the mind.. Like a coronavirus ridden bat cave.