If you could explain ,in which way would you find it harmful .I'll elaborate a bit as to why i felt like this is a problem with a short story of mine.As a kid i always felt that some kids had something i didn't have ,but at that time it didnt hit me that it was love ,and it didnt hit me until much later in life ,in about first year of highschool i found somebody which had told me she loves me and at first i didnt know how to react but i agreed and in about 3 days i understood what love is ,and how it feels but after the relationship ended i realised it was the first time i experienced any kind of love .At that point i was very depressed as i still loved this person for 2 years after the break up..But i also realised i dont love my parents all that much ,im thankfull for their help and what they do for me but at the same time they have to at least do that much if they brought me in this world ,its their responsability(until a certain point).
Im also motivated to change this ,and i will go to psychotherapy as soon as i can.