Okay I'm not going to lie I went totally manic at work and had to have quite a bit of time off. And the one person who saw me in all my mania - I have never had a conversation with him about it. It's not that I don't want to admit / explain what happened. I just don't want to go there because I don't know what to say or how to explain it. It's that "awkward" unspoken conversation that we just don't have. We talk about all work related issues. Just not that.