Idk I live in a small town in the mountains where it's only tourists. If I was in a city, I would do meetups.

I honestly feel so alone. I feel good but I'm sad. I feel like I'm missing out in life.

I'm going to be making a drastic change in my life starting around now. I'm gonna try and start doing things that will make me happy - Although I feel really isolated.

I talked with my mom about this last night which is why she said we're going on vacation in 2 weeks if everything doesn't get shut down again due to COVID.