If I had your number I would call you myslef, ( but I would never betray our friendship online) just to check up on you.. I have a cell phone that is free on Weekends..
I care a great deal,, and I know your childern care for you too.. I just do not want to see a post saying you are no longer with us.. I never want to see that about anyone..
Just think of that little boy, if he were to come home and "mommie" be gone.. I know when I was at this stage of deperssion, I had to think long and hard, would I really want my "husband" to raise my childern on his own? Do I really want him to be the only "role" model, no matter how [censored] up I am, to be in her life..

We are both good mothers, no matter how much we are mixed up on the inside, and trust me, I have been where you are right now.. But I have been in this place since the day my first child was born at 15oz and I had to leave her in the Hosptial for five months, before I could bring her home, to live with me..

Just always remember no matter how down we feel, our childern have to come second to our heath,. your son needs you in his life.. Trust me

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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