I am up for seeing the psychologist from the health service, for the main reason of not falling out with my family, now that we are running smoothly. Whenever something crops up, I can bring it to them. The Therapist will want me to start at the beginning and I will need to speak about others aside from family. It is not being a clipe. It is for my own good. I need to. I feel good. I feel as if I have broken down a wall and I am ready.