lol thats so funny the way you wrote that .Its just how I feel ! I gotten better on meds. but there was a time I wore a hoody in summer so i could cover my face head so the sun didn't get in . You may wont to try this it works for me I always go out with a Mp3 player and sun glasses .I found I can block out the world that way .The glass keep people from looking at me the Mp3 player blocks out all the sounds plus listening to relaxing music helps .with out this trick i couldn't go out during the day but now im out all the time .