Poppet -- You express love and caring in your posts. You capture feelings and situations that I can relate to.

I have experienced the kinds of thoughts and feelings that you are having today. Not fun!

Hope that love of people here will help reassure you that the negative thoughts are just fantasies and that they will blow away like fuzz from dandelions.

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