Dear Sangwoah,

I am so very, very sorry that you are suffering from these things you mention. I wish I had some wisdom to share but sadly I lack the knowledge, experience and insight. I have read that some mental symptoms often have an organic component and that a licensed physician can diagnose these, treat them or rule them out as causal factors. But not being a physician or medical professional myself, I cannot offer anything that you or anyone else could or should rely upon. When I experienced things like the ones you describe, a medical doctor helped me enormously. But only a doctor can determine such things. I do feel for what you must be going through and I hope others here will have more helpful words than my poor words. My heart goes out to you.

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen