Why do I feel guilty for skipping today?

Seeing you come online at my normal session time, but I didn't call. I always used to say that I'll email you to arrange another session, but I still always showed up anyway on a friday.

What if I feel like I've made a mistake and I'm asking you to let me back in a short while?

I skipped because I needed to be seen and heard even if it was out of session time.