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I cried a good cry reading this.

Feeling tired and "beat up" right now...lol.
My calf is already better. Yay! I still have to baby it and walk with a waddle (which is hurting my hip on the opposite side), but it's alot better. From what I understand it was a minor tear. Ummm, MINOR combine with tear, muscle and pain just don't mesh, does it? LOL It doesn't for me!
The move is for a good reason. We've found black mold at the other house went we went to tear up carpet to replace it. I'm CONVINCED this was the cause of daughter's grave's as it's not anywhere close in blood lines. Mold toxins can go right to thyroid. Yeah, and all of little man's upper respiratory infections?
We got outta dodge. We're going to put it up for sale and probably take a loss.

I just had to get my family out of there.
My hubby has wanted to move to the family home for a couple of years now, and we have. My FIL is never home and the house was basically unlived in. OMG, I found canned foods, CANNED FOODS, that expired in 2004!!!!!
It's a big, beautiful home directly across from a pretty pond, with a HUGE yard for little man. Little man loves it so much. He did soooo well. He's slept in his room from the first night!
This summer we're going to make a sitting room in the basement and have little man's puter, TV, toys, etc. where he can go if he needs to be wild.
I feel really good mentally, just exhausted, and could sit down and cry when I think all the more I have to do...whew.
One step at a time.
I love you guys. You make my day.
KD