Fiancé says he’s frustrated with me sleeping all day. Says it’s probably why things don’t get done. Which upset me. I’m trying to change my schedule around. I even slept most of the night past 3 nights but still slept during the day a bit.

He doesn’t understand that it’s my meds. I wake up and take my meds and feel sleepy again. Like very very sleepy. When I’m tired I get dissociative-like. You know? The typical, I’m so tired I can’t do a thing, but that plus feeling severely out of it. Like I’m trying to work against the medicine. As if I was working against a sleep aid.

I mean I’m assuming it the meds. They at least have partly to do with me sleeping during the day. Vraylar kept me awake at 1.5 mg but once I got on 3mg I got tired. And I think Zoloft doesn’t help at all to stay awake either!

Just made me feel extremely awful.

But I guess it’s also like, if I want kids, how do I work all this out? With the meds I mean.