I've just had two magic weeks where depression disappeared and I didn't think of my "perceived" flaws.
Feeling energy to wake up and do something and meet people and be active is amazing, I've never felt such for months.

And today, like nearly every weekend, I get depressed and I feel weak and tired I feel like I don't dare to go outside for a walk during the day... and I end up my day not having done anything which is not easy for the mood :/