I'm kind of scared.....of what my boyfriend will say....haven't told him yet as he is out of town and want to tell him face to face....I covered in another post I'm afraid of what my parents will say, yet I guess I don't really need their approval I'm a big girl now (35) my boyfriend may not want anything to do with this....I have ALWAYS ALWAYS wanted to love, love love a child, care for a child, put someone else first. this has been my dream for a long time...now it's coming true....just gotta get prenatal vitamins today, (just found out..)gotts have my first doctor appointment, gotta set up interviews with my disability case manager, gotta save money starting now, gotta, gotta, gotta....