I can understand, we will give you what time you nee, just remeber this is a froum, anyone can post, and anyone can reply, if we think we can help ok..
So please take your time and fully understand we are all in some of the same place you are in, or have been or will be
<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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