I wish it were just that easy. I think I'm running out of room up there...

I actually started a blog here, and I chronicled all the bad memories out by age group. So far it's only made me think harder of the worst times of my life, but it's also giving me a better glimpse of when and how things got me to where I am today. I figured if I could get them out of my head and onto paper (virtual blogging paper of course) then I could forget them and let something fresh in.

but until I actually make the decision to step up to the plate and seek professional help I've got a lot of things to take care of first. I'm pretty sure I'll be ending up in a ward.