My life been up the creek without a paddle i been in psychosis i just came out of one a week ago. And i cannot get away from anyone who just wants dispensary marijuana off of me. Why cannot they leave me alone. I was in the hospital police escort 3 days in a row. 3rd time was like a miserable joke the police(rcmp) officers one was training the new guy and other was the trainer. The trainee cynched up the cuffs so tight i couldnt feel my wrist. I waited a century for this mystery doctor i spoke with this psych nurse. Then the ER doc never came again a mystery doctor.

Building management asked us what we wanted for christmas of anything $50 & to make them a list. I dont know what i obviously want i dont want stuff from them that why i cannot buy for myself. I havent given it a thought.

I havent thought of alcohol but i often think about the mess i made with all the health issues i have now.

What have you done with that money you have saved from not touching your drug of choice?