I've woken up with severe anxiety every day for the past few days. It seems like throughout the day I build up my case, things sound really good, but I'm afraid when the times comes I'll be submissive with my tail between my legs all puppy-eyed, "please let me become an adult" rather than be the confident and matter-of-fact person I'm trying to be.

I'm starting to believe my anxiety is for nothing. But I do worry because the day before Halloween my mom and I had a huge blow up over me breaking up with this guy I dated for two months...she was way too involved playing matchmaker and pushing for us to make way to many milestones. It got pretty ugly between my mom and I, so I worry getting a job and moving out will be just as difficult...*that's* where the anxiety is coming from.